I'm not a brilliant person.
Far from it.
I'm not an easy guy ta spend time with.
Far too complicated.
I'm not a genius.
I make more mistakes than I'd care ta mention.
And most of all.
I'm not someone ta admire really.
I'm just another dude.

If you've made the mistake of putting me on a pedestal, please take me down. I just don't belong up there, and I'll only end up disappointing you. I do it frequently.

bouncy, bounce, bounce.

and here comes the Spyderman, springin in ta say hidee hoooooooo.

yeppers, i is back. well, nearly. but close enough. hey, where'd everyone go.

the mood thingy broked. i am in this mood. so ignore the agony one, okies.




check these people out, you'd be crazy not to.

[link] [link]

RaChos art... i totally luuuuv the first one.
[link] [link]

Erics art...
[link]


here's da gang.

single IRL.
me DA wives

me DA child

me DA niece


me friends INPO

some people i demand you go watch now!


all me watchers.

AHEM!

please remember tothis man often.

my icon is the work of...

original pic by Nancy-bear.

I'm not a brilliant person.
Far from it.
I'm not an easy guy ta spend time with.
Far too complicated.
I'm not a genius.
I make more mistakes than I'd care ta mention.
And most of all.
I'm not someone ta admire really.
I'm just another dude.

If you've made the mistake of putting me on a pedestal, please take me down. I just don't belong up there, and I'll only end up disappointing you. I do it frequently.


and right on cue, that's exactly wot i've done. i reckon though, I'm more of a disappointment to meself than you though. least, that's how i feel. i'm depressed and need to take some time ta asses the situation i've found meself in. i'm not sure if it's coz i'm depressed, and that's why i feel like i need ta escape, or summink else. i've popped in ta submit summink, but after this journal entry, i'm off again. i don' mean ta seem like i'm ignorin ya all right now, but i've taken on way too much, and need ta pull back and take some time ta think it all through. some of you might be sittin there rollin yer eyes at me and sayin, "here we go again." that's fine, you do that. i'm not gunna bend over backwards ta please ya, if ya haven' worked me out by now, and realize this is the agony of bein bipolar that yer witnessin, not some kind of attention whore seekin behavior, then well, fuck you to. i'm not a fuckin pet. and i won' be rollin over and waitin fer ya ta scratch me tummy. i don' need you either.

once again, i'm depressed. much of that up there, may of been fueled by a desperate need to scream. at wot, or about wot? who can say? i can't, and i, sadly, exist here.




check these people out, you'd be crazy not to.

[link] [link]

RaChos art... i totally luuuuv the first one.
[link] [link]

Erics art...
[link]


here's da gang.

single IRL.
me DA wives

me DA child

me DA niece


me friends INPO

some people i demand you go watch now!


all me watchers.

AHEM!

please remember tothis man often.

my icon is the work of...

original pic by Nancy-bear.

I'm not a brilliant person, far from it. I'm not an easy guy ta spend time with, far too complicated. I'm not a genius, I make more mistakes than I'd care ta mention. And most of all I'm not someone ta admire really, I'm just another dude. If you've made the mistake of putting me on a pedestal, please take me down. I just don't belong up there, and I'll only end up disappointing you. I do it frequently.

this is the spot where journals go... if i had summink of substance ta say, i would of put it here. do i have summink of substance ta say? lets see. ummmmmmmmmmmmm well... hmm? ............................................................................................................ er?............................................... um? ................... well, i did... er? yeah.... no. ummmm?.... wait! how about... er? no. ................................ no. sorry bout that. i'll just leave ya... er... ta do woteveryeahi'llgo.

carry on.

p.s don' respond ta this journal. thank you.


[EDIT] i've hit rock bottom. so many things disappointin me right now. i feel so cold and heavy. no one cares. nuthin. nuthin ta say. don' wanna move. don't be surprised if ya don' hear from me in a long, long time. i'm fadin away.

p.p.s definitely don't respond ta this journal.



check these people out, you'd be crazy not to.

[link] [link]

RaChos art... i totally luuuuv the first one.
[link] [link]

Erics art...
[link]


here's da gang.

single IRL.
me DA wives

me DA child

me DA niece


me friends INPO

some people i demand you go watch now!